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como estas

i havent posted on here in what seems like forever!!!!

so much bullshit that is inside of me that needs to be released soooo here we go

as you know i have recently moved in with mi padre.. well maybe about 2 motnhs ago.

things have gotten better. my stepmom and i have gotten super close and i think  her and i have a better understanding of who each other is . ive learned that in order for me to get and dod what i want and to have a good relationship and in order to keep the stress level down i just need to simply handle and take care of business. grow the fuck up is what i actually did. but emotionally things arent great with my father and everyone else. this negro is seriously the worlds biggest asshole. this nigga doesnt think anything or anyone knows anything and obviously this nigga is jesus -____________-

he is never home and is hardest person to talk to . then gets upset when you dont want to tlk to him. why would i want to talk to you. everytime you and i have a conversation you cut me off and dont let me finish my sentence to a question that you just asked me . anyways i just wish the relationship between him and i was better.

friend wise. im chilling . i have the people i need in my life. noone i can just really talk to though.. well i take that back my sister shelby is the number one person i know i can always talk to . she is so far away though. i wish i had  a car…

i kinda feel like im finally finding and growing into myself. and i just feel good . no stress no nothing.

anyways thats all .